 To
introduce myself, I have to take things back... back back back
to 1997 when I first began this site. Picture a wide eyed bbw
slut bumping into an extraordinary, extreme dominant in a non-bdsm
chatroom. Picture that same slut's pussy gushing wet,
slut becoming utterly fascinated, and venturing out on an unknown,
scary, bumpy, amazing, road with no end.
That is me, and that is this site. It is the chronicle of my real life adventures... from having met my first Master (whom I refer to as FM, or Former Master) so long ago, to current days when I'm engaged to an amazing, brilliant, sexy, dominant. I created the first incarnation of this site way back in June of 1997, when I first began serving my Former Master (FM). I served him for two and a half amazing years... and ended things in November 1999. I don't regret either choice!!! A little history... when I first met my first Master, I not only was not searching for a Master, I didn't even know what a Master WAS. I had never heard of anything called Dominance and Submission, or BDSM, or anything like that. Of course I'd been exposed to some of the standard media kink, but that was it. I actually met FM in a vanilla chatroom on AOL, called "Truth." After about a month or so of talking to him online, I did beg him to allow me to serve... which was followed with LOTS more talking before I finally went to serve him for the first time in June, 1997. I was enthralled, enchanted, and incredibly in love with this man before I ever even met him face to face. During those 2 and 1/2 years, I learned a LOT and experienced literally countless things that I never could have imagined. Some of it was incredibly hard, but invariably my inner barriers, shame about sex and my own sexuality, were broken, destroyed, obliterated. This was a very, very good thing for me! This is what set me on the paths that lead me to where I am now. Whether or not I agree or disagree with all that I was taught during that time, I would never have come so far so fast without the smashing, bashing, crashing down, of the stupid, idiotic, scary, wierd, shame and angst that society shoves upon us with every breath we take and every commercial we watch. The more time goes by, the more life experience I gain, the more my perspective on my past relationships and current relationship change. My past relationship is over, but it has affected me in many ways that I'm still learning to understand. My current relationship with C, is going to be life enduring... is growing every day... is constantly evolving in terms of our passion and love for each other, our BDSM, our experimentation, just our journey in general. I
am so grateful for my life, in every way!!!!
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